i tend to give others the impression that i’m a nerd who spend his whole time infront of books and medical stuff….

but in fact i do think that to be a good doctor, there are more to it than just medical knowledge….

over the past year….while being burried in the pile of books and medical facts….i do admit that i was once a little lost, not knowing where i am heading to, and questioning my aim of studying medicine and stuff….

and well….i want to gain back the sense of being human again…i want to be able to cry when i feel sad, to laugh when i feel like it…..and not just a emotionless doctor treating patients like finishing chores…..

我要寻找感动，找回最原始的初衷。。。

i find that many taiwanese shows are very spontanous, real, and funny…..and while being entertaining, they do instill humanity, containing some elements that would touch the deepest corner of your heart….they make you feel like crying when they cry, and may at a certain extend, reflect upon the warmth of society….

maybe it’s hard for my friends around me to understand what shows  i watch…as we grow up in a different educattional background….and sometimes translated version of a chinese songs/shows just isnt as touching if you do not understand that language….

i do not follow k-pop, or j-pop or even english songs….not that they are not hit enough….just that i would not be able to touch me as well as the chinese songs do….

so i do regret i do not have anyone to talk to about my interest in chinese/taiwanese variety show, but i will try my best to share those feelings here in this blog from time to time….and hopefully getting positive feedback after that….

so yea…i spend average of 3-4 hours per day watching shows…..just not the shows that my friends usually watch…..which is a problem…coz i do not have sources to share…..haih….

not that i have a problem being a nerd…..but just felt that i am not up to that level yet as to be expected to know everything when being asked…being one just become too much of a burden, when in reality, i spend the same amount of time studying and watching shows like other ppl….