19th april 2007
today is the last day of my cycle break. have not been progressing much on my studies…with the time given, i could have finished 2 subject. i seriously need to buck up…
this sem’s exam is scary….probably the scariest so far….there’s a mountain of papers and books beside me now…seems like too much to finish reading them…too much my brain can handle…
the problem with my studying is that i become restless once i sit down to study. plus, there’s not much pressure since the exam is not so near…..no matter how early i start to study, i will finish only the hour before my exam….
i opened my old mails some times ago….i used to write long mails to my high school friends to tell them about my recent happenings. i guessed that’s why i established this blog…for the same purpose…but seems that only few of them visit this blog, if they even know about it…
it’s another irony of life…those who you try so hard to get attention from don’t give a damn about you, but those who you don’t care, give all the attention you don’t need….
speaking of irony, tomorrow (20th of april) will be a holiday for us, as well as all university in moscow because we are "celebrating" hitler’s birthday….
from the past statistics in moscow and st petersburg, those pro Nazis will come out and kill the foriegners on this day….probably to worship hitler….(who knows)…
i guess that’s another way to get yourself remembered for centuries, apart from inventing the light bulb and television…
