why aren’t things done??
one problem i see in people around me (my stsd friends, my friends in russia, and myself included sometimes) is lack of initiative, motivaion and the will to carry on what we are doing…
we have lots of wonderful idea and interesting plans, but we are just so passive that nobody wants to take the initiative to do it….and when somebody does, negative responses will come from all over the place and put off the flame instantly…
no matter how beautiful the picture is painted, it will just remain in the paper unless someone does something about it.
the problem is we think too much, people. life is short. it’s really not worth it. thinking too much will get u no where…and u will sink in "lemahness" and frustration as your plans are not achieved…..and you’ll sink into total boredom.
nothing is perfect. so what if you do something and it doesn’t work out? it’s never a waste of energy and time…you will gain something out of it, somehow…if u do it… if we were to wait for the perfect oppotunity, which might never come…the amount of time will be equal or more than if we do something…at least if we know it doesn’t work the way we plan….we could change for the better next time..
i hate it when i put forward a simple "yes" or "no" answer, and the answer i get is "see first lo"….or "dunno"…it’s a very exhausting talking to them(indecisive people). the answer they give is as good as not answering because the if i were to get the infomation i want, i’ll have to ask all over again….
i really don understand, why is making a choice to go for yam cha or movie so hard, as if u are getting married…
as a sagittarius, i’ll have big enthusiasm for something at the beginning….but slowly the flame will be less and less if i don see result, positive response, or enthusiasm in other people (ie i feel lemah)….i felt like as if i’m playing music for a cow….all he could ever say is mooooo……….
i don’t wanna be the stupid clown dancing alone on the stage…..even a stupid clown deserve some audience…
