i can’t forgive myself….
for being so careless, forgetful and soooo ignorant about it….
i just realised that this has almost become pathological….worsen by days…
the following scenario will prove my words:
on wednesday i realised that i’ve lost my oxford clinical medicine book in the hospital one month ago….ONE MONTH AGO people…..and i’ve not realised it for the past month….forget its existance TOTALLY…. omg….how can i do such thing man… i went back to the hospital the next day ive realised it….but obviously the book wasn’t found…
then on thursday, i’ve realised that i’ve lost my mp3 player…..2 days ago…when i went to tanjung keling. these 2 days i have again totally forgotten i even have one mp3 player till i need to use it for jogging…luckily my aunt saw it and pass it to my grandma when she came to my house…..
but then to have be so clueless about things around me missing is sooooo dangerous… i might wake up one day in the future and not noticing my wife missing untill she got so frustrating waiting for me to look for her that she come back on her own and strangle me alive….
and yesterday during chia ying’s party…i left my camera pouch in her house….and realise it after one hour….
well, you can say it’s a progressive improvement… realising my things missing within shorter period of time…haha!
the long holiday really makes the gears in my brain rusty…it’s not a good sign….looks like i have to do more sudoku to make it work again….before going back in less than 2 weeks….or else i’ll be so dead…..
maybe this is early an indication of Alzheimer’s disease……
