the battle starts…
the semester is almost over and i am quite proud to say that i have attended ALL lectures in this sem, although some may think i am crazy and time wasting for attending those "unimportant lectures". anyhow i still hold on to my principle that my effort woud not be wasted.
btw, "unimportant lectures"="non-examinal lectures"
very often when i attend those unimportant lectures, there are only a few there, less than 10% of the total student. once i went to nursing lecture, and to my surprise, i was the only one there. ONLY ONE. and the lecturer was quite surprised too..in the end the lecturer did not deliever the lecture…. and poor me…have to go home while others is still sleeping…sigh…
the reason why i want to attend all lectures and classes is that i want the best result for myself. and i do not want to give an excuse to myself that i’ve done less than my best for it.( and i do not want to give the lecturer/prof any excuse too) by the end of the day, no matter what result i get, i can tell myself that i have done my best.and i would have no regret ….
it’s comforting for me when the teacher suddenly give us a "pre-test" during russian intensive class this week. the teacher gave me a 4/5 for alot of mistakes. but she said that i was bold in use of words. anyhow the mark din count as long as i can do well in the real test next week… she added :"you work well this year….very well…." these words, although simple, but rarely said to me. and it means alot to me…
it is always good to know that when you do something, someone out there actually appriciates and acknowledge it.
my first exam is in 2 weeks time…(maybe less). and it last about one month.the battle starts now….i shall do everything within my power so that i would not regret later.
if no aral melintang, i should be back in malacca by end of june….probably 26/27th……hope to see u guys soon…
