the thrill in the battlefield…
a bornt warrior has no other talent than to fight in war,
being well- trained since young, he is quite good with it.
he feels the thrill and excitement when being in the battlefield, despite the chance of being hurt by the enemy, or even death..
his adrenaline rush through his body from the tip of the hair to the tip of the toe when he slays through every single one of his enemy.
when he walks out of the battlefield, he knows that he has taken down all his enemy.
he understands that the people around him are afraid of the war, some taking it too seriously till they resolve into conspiracy and using tricks in order to win. while some of them does not even have the passion for it, trying to avoid every single war, only facing it when they have to.
he understand that people around him take the war as a key to get to a more peaceful life, ….he understands all that. but the people around him don understand him. what the war means to him…they do not understand that all his pride and confidence as a warrior comes from the war. his strength, ability, special skills are developed based on the experience in the war… without it, he is nothing…
he is successful in war and has many people around him. but he is lonely, because nobody shares the same passion with him. he tried to find somebody who can and willing to be his partner in the battlefield, but all these while he failed to do so, as they feel that he is a freak for having such passion.
his strategies of every war is simple: to understand the enemy well, and to understand how far is his won ability. he doesn’t plan strategies too far ahead, as things are ever changing and no point wasting time for uncertainties. he likes to have simulative war in his mind, predicting what the enemy would do and decide the most beautiful way to take them down.
before the war, he would prepare himself both physically and spiritually. everytime before the war he would feel nauseous. but when on the battlefield, he would give his best despite how great is the enemy.
there’s once he faced 2 large monsters that he din’t have confident at all to take them down. but he did his preparation well, sharpen his sword and train everyday. on the day of the war, he knew that he had done his best and have no regret if he died in that war. he was afraid of course, but the thought of facing such great monsters made him more excited. on the battlefield, he gave his best shot. it turn out to be better than he expected. his moves was so perfect that the monsters had not a single chance to fight back as he did not showed any weakness.all the attempts to attack him was countered beautifully.
he used to compete with his fellow warriors when he was much younger, when they had the same goal to win the war.his motivation was to do his best and become the best of them. that made him excited too. but now he understands that he fights the war alone. and his biggest enemy is himself. he has to be high in spirit always and not to loose the touch in the war. he understand the consequences once he let down his guard….
he has worries now. he wonders that if it is really worth it to dedicate his golden year of his life to this war?? he enjoys it for now for sure… but having diff perspective and goal than other people is not easy.he is worried that he would regret it someday, missing those days when other people using their time to develope some other skills.
and that brings him to the question : when the war finally end one day, would he be abled to do anything else??
