care for a reunion anybody??
had been planning with sin dee to have a primary school’s 6Mreunion party…..a gathering to remember the good old days…to know each other’s developement…to see people that we haven’t seen for a long time…to recall who we used tocall friends…
but the feedback had been cold…and dissapointing….
all kinds of excuses are given….for not being able to attend….
i know many are busy with stpm, trial is coming….i know i know….
some are far from melaka…studying somewhere far far away…i know i know…
some are busy with college assignments….busy busy …i know i know…
some are busy with commitment in relationship…i know i know…
but all we ask is just one evening…ONE……say about …3 hours?? is that too much to ask for ?? does the 6(3) years of freindship mean anything to anyone?? or am i the only one who tot the friendship exsisted??
i know i’m not in the place to give comment…as i’m on holiday now…..i might not understand your stress…and this might be the most important thing to you so far…but i know if any of u would need my help urgently in anyway….i would come back from russia…for a friend….
but look at how worthless our friendship are….no one can put down the books for a while….i mean…wat can u get into ur mind in 3/ 4 hours?? can’t u replace those hours with 1 hour of less sleep per day?? …and no one can buy a ticket to come back from where ever they are studying at…it’s a waste of time for them….maybe too troublesome…
hate to say this/…..but i feel the loosing bonding among us……
someday….we will see each other on the street…but pretending not to know each other…becoz saying "hi" is too troublesome….too humiliating maybe…or simply becoz our exsistance doesn’t matter to each other anymore….we will be no difference than any other stanger on the street…it’s like we never known each other….then why become friends in the first place??? isn’t that a waste of time??
it’s juz an excuses actually….everybody like avoiding….maybe scared we’ll have no topic….i dun know…or maybe it’s not that important…
i dun blame anybody…i mean…who am i to blame…not trying to change anything….juz sad seeing our friendship dissapear ….
i hate myself for not being influential enough to uphold this friendship…to gather my ex-classmates for a decent reunion…
friendship is a 2 way traffic…it won’t work if there’s oni 1 person perasan like me is making all the effort…
someday… if no one ever take the effort to do this reunion stuff….the only bond between us will be gone…forever……
i wonder whether we should have a gathering among ex-5sc1 students…. i hate to ask everybody to get together becoz i’m scared i will be hurt by "sorry, i’m busy" or " who else is going?? if XXX go then i go la..", "hah?? we oni sit and talk ah?? so boring one…"
remember when i created my own "book of shadows"…??…when i gave all my friends a piece of paper to write down their data and messeges…i compiled them into a thick book….in front written "unity" with the hope that all of us can be united forever….
the second page was written "MY FRIENDS, MY MEMORIES"…..
so conclusion is we might have to cancel the 6M reunion due to lacking of people…..and no plans for 5sc1 either……..
i juz hope that 5sc1 won’t be like my 6M class in primary school…..
juz hates it when no one cares…….
