THINGS I WANT
"i have got all the things i ever wanted, but apparently i wanted all the wrong things" –desperate housewifes
this line of words gave impact to me when watching dh.makes me wonder, if i’ve been wanting the correct things all these while….like selecting my career….
i’m taking a great risk here.i am using my precious time to do sth that i THINK is my calling, i believe this career is wat i’m here for….and i really hope that all my time and effort wasted will paid off….i dun mean financial wise(i dun really care about money)….i juz hope 20 years later after i look back on the choice i’ve made, i’ll able to give myself the assurance that i’ve made the correct choice and wat i wanted is RIGHT….
i have been trying so hard to fulfill all my wishes….i just hope i don’t wish for the wrong things
maybe it was my parents…maybe it was me….since i was small, whenever people ask about my ambition, i’ll say it’s to be a doctor…i know people din’t take my answer seriously by then, but for me…it was sth i think i was certain to be in the future …it’s like i have been "programmed" to want to be a doctor….whether i can make it in the end or not…
while people struggle to choose their path of life at the junction after secondary school, matrix,college,…..i din really gave a thought about it….i juz followed what i chose since i was 5….
maybe i was too childish to think it is going to be easy and fun becoming a doctor when i was 5…but it has been sth that push me so far, so long untill now…. i know i wasn’t born intellegent… but i kept pushing myself when everyone else didn’t believe in me…i believed in myself..
i juz hope wat i believe is not going to let me down in the future….i want to have all i ever wanted in the future…and to know that my childish instinct telling me that i want to become a doctor is correct….
